up to get bridge into school, him being more contrary than usual. home and then a call that he'd thrown up a little, but wasn't feeling particularly sick. ok, then. off to dr. chang for tui na. lots of work on the skull. at times i thought his hand were actually going into my skull. very strange. he did some very intense work on my sinuses as well. which was good because the sinus condition i've been carrying around for over a week now left in 3 hours.... home for brief interrupted nap and off to band meeting where the latest travesties and misprojections created absolutely thick and poisoned conditions for the nights work. i'm curious to hear the show. at the end of the night and judging by the crowds response, there is little way to be sure how the performance actually came off. did what i and the other musician's go through have anything to do with what came out? and what does that have to do with what people get? it's bizarre. and probably there is some kind of lesson to learn from this repeated experience. many more heavy talks and meetings before and after, much sense of meddling and hoping i'm helping, damned if you do damned if you don't. home to wife and sister watching some chick flick and now for this new chinese herbal concoction.